Sometimes...

Sometimes, while I walk the forlorn road,
I wonder y am here aboard
What could be the thoughts behind
that leave us see our hearts such grind

I earn the money and I earn the richness
but i, the vanquisher, imprison my own happiness
I move away from the splendor acquired
abode abandoned and my wild ego wired

I move across the mountains and kingdoms
And know the other rulers n discover their wisdoms
I now realize, I had been evading things already held in life
Just to see my feet rearward drive

I hence decide to conquer the strayed happiness,
n pledge to get back the lost, in all earnestness
while i power back to enter the loop vicious
i see the time end n lose my life pretty atrocious!